My 100th Post

For someone who never thought she would be a part of the blogging world, here I am writing my 100th post. Over the last two years, it's been quite a journey...ups and downs...twists and turns along the way.

I bought the new Third Day CD Revelation on Tuesday and it's very portraying of my struggle. What follows are the lyrics to a song that portrays this point along the journey:

Run to You- Third Day

I was tired of waiting
Playing all the games and
Living in a place that was not for me
So I thought it was time
For me to get what’s mine
And to do it all, everything I dreamed
What I thought was the best of me turned to be
All the worst I could find

If I run to you
Will you hold me in your arms forevermore
If I run to you
Will you hold me in your arms forevermore

Now I got a feeling
That I’ve got to leave and
Find a way back to where I came from
Though I don’t deserve it
I know it’s unheard but
Living here without you, my life is done
I confess that I shouldn’t have run from you
Now I know I was wrong

Nowhere to run to
And no one to turn to
I’m dying out here on my own
Long before I even thought of returning
Your arms are wide open
Waiting for me to come home

I would put the link to the video on here if it were available. When it is, I will post it on here. I thought this was a pretty telling song of where I am at in my journey. It seems that everyday I wonder if I run "home to God" will He open His arms to me forever. I know that He will, but the question still remains.

So, on my 100th post, I can see progress, but there is still a ways to go.