This past week I have been involved in two very distinct events that have placed me outside of my comfort zone. One has to do with my personal life and it is definetly one of those things I would never consider doing. However, I have done it and am actually enjoying the experience...I think. It's still kinda weird though, but it's something new to do. I have also agreed to facilitate a small group with my church. That's something VERY much outside my comfort zone. For one, I don't like talking in front of people about spiritual things, that requires being open with them. And two, I feel VERY inadequate to facilitate a group when I can't even say I trust God. I guess we shall see.
I've been pondering some other things lately as well that might just appear on another post in the very near future. I'm not quite ready to put those things out here just yet, but we shall see.
Amongst all of the "stepping outside of my comfort zone" I have been doing lately, I still have an uneasiness about me. I know why it's there and I know what to do about it. I think I am working on this whole God thing, but I wonder if my friends would tell me differently. I just wish I could let it all go.
There's just a whole lot going on in my mind right now, ideas and thoughts going in so many different directions. Some that could be promising, others that are still unclear, and many others that need a lot of work. Yes, there are some thoughts that just need to go away and I need to be comfortable in letting go. Hum...maybe that's a post for another night.
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hey laura-
just wanted to leave you a quick hug and thank you for sharing. It can be so hard to let things go in ourselves we need to just because we have a stubborn pride so deep within. I always am encouraged reading your journey and appreciate so much your willingness to share it :)
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