Whew...what a whirl-wind week it's been. Now at 10 o'clock tonight, everything has slowed down. It's nice to just sit here and type and watch TV, enjoying a few moments before bed. I've been asking myself lately why things are always happening in my life. Why can't things just go along nice and easy without so much complication? I think I make my life more complicated then it has to be. I have always been amazed at those people who can just take things as they are and go with that without having to analyze every stinking thing. It frustrates me so much that I do that.
So, after a helpful counseling session last Tuesday things at work are looking better. Great? No, but better. I am just trying to role with things as they are and do my job the best I can and support others as they do theirs. As far as the guy situation goes, we have been out a couple more times. We are taking things really slow which is nice. Usually I tend to get over-excited about a relationship and jump in with both feet. But this time, I am going slower and am not basing everything I do on that relationship. If something happens great, if not then that's OK too.
This whole school thing...I'm not sure what to do there. Part of me really wants to go back to school and get a Master's degree in counseling, but the other part of me doesn't want to read and write all those papers again. I don't think I want to go back to the same school where I got my other Master's, too much going on there. I think I would like to try somewhere different.
Life is just complicated right now. I can't even communicate all the complexities in this post. I'm still quite unsettled.
What's up with God? Well, I have taken a different direction in my prayers. Instead of focusing on my struggles when I pray I am focusing on what I am thankful for. Everyday I have to write down three to four things for which I am thankful. It's going well...right now that's not too hard to do, but I have a feeing that will change. It's hard to make a list everyday for three weeks and not repeat anything on the list. It still feels weird when I pray. I guess it just feels like empty words. I just feel very unworthy to be in the presence of God and don't really know what to say to Him.
My life...never boring...that's for sure
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In your current position do you get opportunities to counsel people? or maybe do you need a degree to continue to do so?
Has your passion always been...you know what is your passion?
What's all this business about going on dates? We must have coffee soon! I miss you girl. What night of the week is best for you now?
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