It's a Slow Day

It's not often that I post things during the middle of the day. However, today at work is quite slow so I thought I would take a few minutes to update the blog. One thing that God is teaching me is that I need to rely on Him fully and completely, instead of other people. That friendship that I was trying to rebuild is not what I thought it was going to be. I think I have accepted that...at least for today. I can and will continue to work on building a working relationship but the friendship I dont' think will ever be the same. Yesterday afternoon I found myself listening to Dr. John Townsend (Boundaries guy) talk about Letting Go. There was some really good points there that I can use in this new "normal" that seems to exist. I have got to be able to "let go" of that relationship to allow myself to be free to move on...adapt...and look forward to what God is doing in my life.

That is the attitude I have tried to have today. Today was a good day. I have no expectations anymore of keeping that friendship and am going to do the right thing, because it is the right thing to do and that is it. That's all...that's the only reason I have to make the right choices even at times when I feel like I am the only one doing so. So, it is what it is and I am working everyday to accept that.

I have another friend in my life who challenges me to grow in my relationship with Christ and for that I am grateful. I think she's actually quite healthy and I'm amazed at her knowledge and her devotion to doing what God wants from her. So, life continues on. I'm walking with God one step at a time and trusting Him with as much trust as I can for the day I am on.