What did I decide?

So many new people have found my blog and it's so exciting. I have read everyone's comments and it seems like people are interested to know what my decision was on going back to school. I haven't made the jump yet into another three years of school. There's too much going on right now for me to get my act together to go to school. One day soon...I sure do hope so. The desire is still very much there...everyday...but this semester and even the Fall are not the right times right now. Maybe 2011. Only God knows for sure.

So with that settled, what's going on in my little world? Today, speaking with a friend of mine, I told her that I was trying to get my head on straight. I think that best sums up my current state. I'm a little crooked but I am finding that I'm beginning to straighten up. What I find amazing is that once again, through it all God is walking with each step of the way. Through the last couple of months I have been so glad to have God leading me through this journey. It's amazing how God continues to speak to me through different people and through His Word. I am learning so much about falling in love with God and really wanting to do His will for my life, whatever that may be.

I still don't have all the answers to the things I want to know about why certain situations are the way they are or how they got that way. I don't know what God is teaching me each day, but the more I follow God and truly seek Him, the more I am beginning to be OK with the unanswered questions.

One thing that I know God is teaching me is that what matters most is not what others think, but what God thinks about the things I do or don't do and about how I live my life. As I continue to strive to make choices that please God, I will remind myself everyday that I don't have control over my life...that's for God..and it's His opinion that really matters. I know He thinks I'm pretty cool and has a great plan for my life. Some days that's easier to believe than others, but yet in my heart I know it's true. So, God and I continue walking side by side, everyday, and the things He's revealing to me are absolutely amazing!